I'm a little stressed right now in the school area of my life, not because I have work piling up (I mean I do, but that's a constant occurrence), not because I don't have time to sleep or anything like that, but what happens when whatever it is you thought you wanted to do with your life, isn't what you want to do anymore.
Sorry if that was a bit confusing, let me try again. Ever since I was in middle school, I've wanted to be a news reporter or news anchor.
I've always dreamed about it and pictured myself being on TV, but after completing an internship in the field this summer, I realized it's not what I want at all. I hate the idea of not being able to have a family, not being able to spend holidays at home, or be on a normal sleeping schedule. Even though I had fun and learned a lot, I hated writing every day about things that I wasn't the least bit interested in.
So what do I do?
At the end of May I am planning to graduate and have a degree in Electronic Media/Broadcasting....So, you might be thinking, what do I want to do now?
Being 100% honest, I want to plan weddings.
I've wanted to since I first got to college, but I put my dreams aside for a major that sounded more realistic. Now, I'm wishing I had just followed my heart.
So now, six months from graduation...
Here are my options:
1. Graduate and look for a job in the event planning field with my Broadcasting degree
2. Stay another semester and double major in Public Relations/Broadcasting
3. Quit school now and give up
(Okay, that last one was a joke, but that's how I feel sometimes!)
I need some advice or insight! Any at all!
Sorry for the vent sesh.
